Feminization, assumes makeup, fancy dress, but especially love of, knowledge of, and existing habit of wearing heels. Minor suggestion to "just feel more comfortable when walking in heels" and so on (a common feature of fantasy in this area, if you are a reader of stories in the genre), ditto the heels-as-touchstone-and-calming vibe. Will work with future pieces in the series toward a goal of unconscious competence in that "tug" which compels you to dress and adopt forms and attitudes you find alluring but normally forbidden re: feminine presentation.