Musing

Reflections I recorded at my desk on leap-day, February 29th. Musings are just little digressions in an informal style but sometimes contain sexy hypno content or hints at upcoming stuff.

I'll be continuing my self-hypnosis series with instructional ideas and little exercises, plus continued audio elaboration on each of the concepts I enjoy incorporating into my daily life.

Relates to the autohypnosis series that is being released.

This is a gender and genital neutral doll-training file based on my own conditioning and concepts. The idea dolls are held in tension between dripping, and dropping.

What's a doll? Well, doll aesthetic, doll hypnosis, fairly common, highly variable. I'm going to roll this into a kind of lesson set with little "what doll might you want to be" parts list and training modules and examples of conditioning. There will be a "drop" and "drip" lesson to go with this along with the written material, but I wanted to get it out for feedback. Non-sexual, and also I want to kind of separate feminine implications from doll/automaton/marionette vibes, so people feel comfortable developing a practice around that for figuring out how you "doll". Very fun if you have someone to play with.

Short, lots of rhymes, I looped it and enjoyed. feedback welcome.

Based on mantras someone put on the discord server and my own long standing Doll Hypno enjoyment.

This is a collection of 6 hypnotic musings, most of them either meditative or deepeners. Created while in trance and faded. I don't know what else to say. Hope you enjoy.

CONTENT WARNING: Frank discussion of mental illness, potentially distressing details.

I have periodic issues with depression and suicidal ideation. It took me a long time to accept I couldn't just easily take care of myself when in crisis, and even to accept what it is to be "in crisis".

If you or someone you know is in need of help, please consider consulting readily available online resources or seeking help.

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This track is a calm meditation on what crisis feels like for me, and on realizing that assistance is acceptable and possible, and that it is a natural and normal thing to experience mental illness and difficulties - we should de-stigmatize it. So, I'll start. Usually musings are on the Patreon and only on the Patreon, but this one is more personal and for any/everyone.

Sometimes it can feel funny, or a bit unreal, and sometimes it's dire. The definition of crisis includes that your usual coping mechanisms don't work as they should, so you shouldn't be upset with yourself when things don't work as they usually do.

Fire and flame are a recurring metaphor for me and one of my favorite fixations to give subjects for dropping purposes.

This is an ad-libbed musing I made. It works wonderfully in a playlist as a deepener or on its own as an induction for practicing indirect induction.

A visualization-heavy exploration of the concept of your mind being pulled into a candle flame, whether mental or external. It includes some themes which work with Brain Drain and Mentally Muzzled, as well as some counting/confusion and a fractionation portion. You can loop it or distribute it throughout playlists freely. It is permissive and exploratory and contains a slight surprise drop. No script or notes are available since I made it off the top of my head.